January 2011
29 posts
Chem Shed
The music played with a calming frequency. The speakers gently seeped the sound of ambient keyboards and light percussion, Creating a seductive soundtrack to our midnight drive through curtains of blackness. The windows were cold to the touch, Reflecting the icy conditions in our immediate extremity. Salt stains and fingerprints littered the glass, And streaks of melting snow cascaded down...
Reblog if you're not pregnant.
Only baby I need is my cat.
luciebell:
Confirmed the shit out of this at the doctor’s on Tuesday. \m/
Round 2 with that photo project
Well close to this time last year I had started taking a photo of myself every morning and had planned to do that for a year… well I’m a lazy bastard and only made it for like 5ish months at most (I’m being really generous with that estimate) that being said I have photoed myself for most of January and I am going to make an effort to do a whole year in photos. I know that I will...
Quotes from broken hearts all over
“Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.”
“You can’t buy love, but you can pay heavily for it”
“Usually when people are sad, they don’t do anything. They just cry over their condition. But when they get angry, they bring about a change.”
“The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.”
“It’s hard to tell your mind to stop loving...
Chem Shed
‘Well madness reigned and paradise drowned When Babel’s walls came crashing down Now the echoes roar for a story writ that was hardly understood and never any good. Build me up, tear me down like a skyscraper, Build me up, then tear down these joining walls So they can’t climb at all’
She smirked, ’ So… they think that this would set me back huh. They are...
Paradoxology
“we are but star stuff…” Words from a man that greatly influenced my life.
Chem Shed
“Run run run, run run run, And you cannot run or ever, ever escape You cannot run or ever hide it away, Something glorious is about to happen….”
They were angry, and she knew that they would be. She had spent the whole night painting that throne room; she knew she’d be left alone for a long while and had managed to change everything around. All the walls were painted a...
Chemical Shed
Alright already we’ll all float on. Alright don’t worry even if things end up a bit too heavy. We’ll all float on…alright.
The new monarch sits in her dark castle, brooding over the events plaguing her walls. ‘I must work slowly to systematically eradicate this darkness… I have to be sneaky about it. I can’t let it know what I’m doing’ she...
Chem shed basement
I don’t really know how much more of this I can take. This loneliness is driving me insane and I just want it all to end. I was never built to be alone, I don’t grow or thrive in it. I feel like I have nothing and no one… I miss my cat and how my life was. I don’t want to cook for just myself I never make small amounts anyway.
I don’t sleep well anymore, and I am...
Chem shed
Major Depression or bipolar disorder II…
This has potential I feel…
All the doors were closed and little Aven couldn’t find a way out. breathless and haggard she runs down each corridor fighting with doors that refuse to open, what was she going to do? That noise kept getting louder, the sound of maggots tearing away at some unknown rotting thing…She was lost in this dark...
CHemical Shed Time...
*sigh I hate everything. Maybe I should just say fuck it and be a whore like most of the other girls I see, I mean I already feel pretty damn hollow internally so why not go full circle here.
No… That’ll never work I couldn’t change myself that drastically and then I’d have to worry about diseases, and other bad things that go along with that scene… *sigh what is a...
Wordesss
I can’t help but feel like my life is exceptionally droll right now. It feels like everyone else gets to where they want to go with such speed while my life just trudges along. I just wish that things would move a little but quicker for me but I suppose that since I want it to, it won’t. Just a theory I have built on the experience of when I really didn’t want something to happen...
That person just for me...
In that city, there wasn’t anyone. There were houses, and you could see light shining through the windows. But on the roads, there wasn’t anyone. I looked through a window. There was a person. But he was with “that.” I looked into another house. As expected, he was with “that.” But that’s because being with “that” is fun. More fun than...
That Girl Is Like Water
She lived on the outside of town this little girl; the town’s people decreed it so. What could she do but obey? Dark whispers and furtive glances were all that she knew, and no one would get near her. ‘Why…why do they treat me so?’ the girl often thought, but there were no answers to be found. This poor and lonely girl moved through the crowds like a pale shade and no one ever seemed to notice,...
fontainetim asked: Your tumblr has TF2 font.
There are no answers, only time.
If I let go of my love and move on what does that mean for what we had? It feels like a betrayal, but then I didn’t want this to end. I say move on but I don’t mean as in on to someone else but beyond the situation.
I believe I need to but it’s just so hard to let go when you love someone so much and even harder when they love you back… the mind may understand but the...